we are so "lucky" that our unit is the only unit out of 100 in Jasmine towers with wall breaking ceremony. inner pipe is leaking water till our kitchen is flooded. what can we do besides breaking the wall???
obviously, nothing that we can do other than "celebrating"...hahahaha
imagine that we can see what our neighbour is doing in her unit since the wall is going down...DOWN...down...DOWN
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Childishness, 38ness,seriousness and poser
Some random pictures of mine which tell more about myself.
My friends like to link me to the terms
a. childishness~ evidence: bringing moo moo together with me when i go out (of course not every time but sometimes only...hehe:) "innocence" cheerful, and serious.
b. 38ness~ evidence: ss together with ah jin or ah q...
c. seriousness~ concentrating on works like teaching in school, teaching tuition, marking exercises, marking exam papers, doing admin works and etc.
d. poser~ always take pictures
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Posting, Posting, when will you knock on my door?
Getting more and more people asking me when i can get posting and start teaching recently. May be it is due to the fact that many of my friends who are from the other universities got theirs d.
i just do not know how to react to the question because i really have no idea about it. the only thing i can say is wish that everyone gets posting soon rather than wasting time doing nothing or doing something which is not relevant.
Another question i heard many times a day is "Why don't u ask headmaster to write a recommendation letter and straight away teaching here?"
For me, teaching primary kids are much more difficult than teaching secondary students because they are like blank papers which depend on how the teacher paints it.
To conclude, i still prefer teaching in secondary school...hehe (this may due to the sweet memory i had in my teaching practice school gua....)
i just do not know how to react to the question because i really have no idea about it. the only thing i can say is wish that everyone gets posting soon rather than wasting time doing nothing or doing something which is not relevant.
Another question i heard many times a day is "Why don't u ask headmaster to write a recommendation letter and straight away teaching here?"
For me, teaching primary kids are much more difficult than teaching secondary students because they are like blank papers which depend on how the teacher paints it.
To conclude, i still prefer teaching in secondary school...hehe (this may due to the sweet memory i had in my teaching practice school gua....)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Things are not always black or white
My school is having final exam today. thus, i was so free that i can read books in staff room and even in class. the following is one of the interesting stories i read.
When I was in elementary school, i got into a major argument with a boy in my class. I have forgotten what the argument was about, but i have never forgotten the lesson i learned that day.
I was convinced that i was right and he was wrong- and he was just as convinced that i was wrong and he was right. The teacher decided to teache us a very important lesson. She brought us up to the front of the class and placed him on one side of her desk and me on the other. In the middle of her desk was a large, rouund object. I could clearly see that it was black. She asked the boy what colour the object was. "White," he answered.
I couldn't believe he said that the object was white, when it was obviously black! Another argument starated between my classmate and me, this time about the colour of the object. The teacher told me to go stand where the boy was standing and told him to come stand where I had been.We changed places, and now she asked me what the color of the object was. I had to answer, "White." It was an object with two different colored sides, and from his viewpoint it was white. Only from my side it was black.
My teacher taught me a very important lesson that day: You must stand in the other person's shoes and look at the situation through their eyes in order to truly understand their perspective.
# Teachers are those who use themselves as bridges,
Over which they invite their students to cross;
Then having facilitated their crossing, joyfully collapse,
Encouraging them to create bridges of their own.
~ Nikos Kazantzakis
Things Are Not Always Black or White
(They can be in black and white at the same time)
I was convinced that i was right and he was wrong- and he was just as convinced that i was wrong and he was right. The teacher decided to teache us a very important lesson. She brought us up to the front of the class and placed him on one side of her desk and me on the other. In the middle of her desk was a large, rouund object. I could clearly see that it was black. She asked the boy what colour the object was. "White," he answered.
I couldn't believe he said that the object was white, when it was obviously black! Another argument starated between my classmate and me, this time about the colour of the object. The teacher told me to go stand where the boy was standing and told him to come stand where I had been.We changed places, and now she asked me what the color of the object was. I had to answer, "White." It was an object with two different colored sides, and from his viewpoint it was white. Only from my side it was black.
My teacher taught me a very important lesson that day: You must stand in the other person's shoes and look at the situation through their eyes in order to truly understand their perspective.
~Judie Paxton
Over which they invite their students to cross;
Then having facilitated their crossing, joyfully collapse,
Encouraging them to create bridges of their own.
~ Nikos Kazantzakis
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
FAMILY
Thank You
For teaching me wrong from right and
encouraging me to keep my dreams in sight
For showing me to not let obstacles keep me down
And for creating a smile form my frown
For saying that you care about me
And for showing just how special love should be
For wiping my tears away when i'm feeling sad
And for calming me sown when i tend to get mad
For helping others with the good that you do
And for teachjing me that I should help others, too
For bugging me when i am feeling blue
And whispering into my ear "I LOVE YOU"
Thank You, family, for all that you do
I don't know where I would be if it weren't
for you.
~ James Malinchak
Thank You
For teaching me wrong from right and
encouraging me to keep my dreams in sight
For showing me to not let obstacles keep me down
And for creating a smile form my frown
For saying that you care about me
And for showing just how special love should be
For wiping my tears away when i'm feeling sad
And for calming me sown when i tend to get mad
For helping others with the good that you do
And for teachjing me that I should help others, too
For bugging me when i am feeling blue
And whispering into my ear "I LOVE YOU"
Thank You, family, for all that you do
I don't know where I would be if it weren't
for you.
~ James Malinchak
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Am i Making the right decision?!!
many people asked me recently whether i'm making the right decision.
i don't know how to respond to the question.
i just kept quiet.
making decision is tough.
after we decide, we tend to wonder whether the decision is the right one.
None of us knows what or where the decision will lead us to...
the only thing that we can do is to experience it and then learn from it...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Bye Bye, Ah JIn~Friendship Forever
Usually we all like to listen to the way Mable says "Bye Bye". Nevertheless, i would not like to hear "Bye bye" from BoBo today. it's easy to say hi but it's difficult to say bye bye to others.
Mable,
We have been four years together...(Choy, we are not lesbians lah!!!) I mean we spent four years studying, doing assignments, watching dramas and movies, 38ing. All these memories are unforgettable... U will always be in my heart:)
Life goes on no matter how. dun be sad or i should say we all dun need to be sad because friendship never ends though we are staying far apart.
Moreover, saying goodbye today doesn't mean we are not going to meet up again. i know and i believe we will meet again someday.
I LOVE U, AH JIN/BOBO/MABLE.
WISH U ALL THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE...
WISH U ALL THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE...
Monday, April 27, 2009
sleepless night
I like to sleep and i can easily fall asleep.
I can sleep anywhere and anytime.
Nevertheless, i couldn't sleep last night.
26/4/2009
A sleepless night for me
even after my exams
why???
it's coincidentally related to what my studied for KDO exam
- communication, conflicts and decision making.
Communication
Many people say that I'm good in communication
and i can communicate with anybody no matter how young or how old he/she is
but i can't deny the fact that communication breakdown happened last night
i did not know what to say and how to react
i just knew to listen and ...
so useless i was yesterday:(
Conflicts
Intrapersonal conflict:
i can not make up my mind
i have asked myself what i want since five months ago
but the funny thing is i do know how to answer myself
I'm a thinker
Maybe i just know how to think
but don't know how to act upon it
how useless I am:(
Interpersonal conflicts:
There's no way to avoid interpersonal conflicts
because nobody thinks exactly like you...
This is what happened to me as well
I hate conflicts
and i chose not to face it (Neglected the conflicts) till yesterday
I hate myself for ignoring the conflicts
I hate myself for being so useless:(
Decison Making
I used to be decisive
I knew what to do and what i wanted last time
Unluckily, i'm not anymore now
i'm just another indecisive girl in this world
sometimes i want this
and sometimes i want that
i do not know what i want actually
so lousy i am:(
i know what the problem is
i know how to analyse the problem
i know the alternative solutions
but i still cannot make the final decision...
I'm useless, right:(
but what i feel like doing right now is to wake myself up and face the reality!!!
I can sleep anywhere and anytime.
Nevertheless, i couldn't sleep last night.
26/4/2009
A sleepless night for me
even after my exams
why???
it's coincidentally related to what my studied for KDO exam
- communication, conflicts and decision making.
Communication
Many people say that I'm good in communication
and i can communicate with anybody no matter how young or how old he/she is
but i can't deny the fact that communication breakdown happened last night
i did not know what to say and how to react
i just knew to listen and ...
so useless i was yesterday:(
Conflicts
Intrapersonal conflict:
i can not make up my mind
i have asked myself what i want since five months ago
but the funny thing is i do know how to answer myself
I'm a thinker
Maybe i just know how to think
but don't know how to act upon it
how useless I am:(
Interpersonal conflicts:
There's no way to avoid interpersonal conflicts
because nobody thinks exactly like you...
This is what happened to me as well
I hate conflicts
and i chose not to face it (Neglected the conflicts) till yesterday
I hate myself for ignoring the conflicts
I hate myself for being so useless:(
Decison Making
I used to be decisive
I knew what to do and what i wanted last time
Unluckily, i'm not anymore now
i'm just another indecisive girl in this world
sometimes i want this
and sometimes i want that
i do not know what i want actually
so lousy i am:(
i know what the problem is
i know how to analyse the problem
i know the alternative solutions
but i still cannot make the final decision...
I'm useless, right:(
but what i feel like doing right now is to wake myself up and face the reality!!!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
no more exam...yeah!!!
i sat two exams today and they were the last two papers which i had to sit in this four-year TESL course. Imagine, final semester in uni, final exam in uni after four years of struggling here!!! relieved after everything...
nope, not completely relieved yet because still have to wait for the results and see whether i pass this semester and graduate... hopefully, i can pass this semester and attend my convocation in the coming August...
nope, not completely relieved yet because still have to wait for the results and see whether i pass this semester and graduate... hopefully, i can pass this semester and attend my convocation in the coming August...
Monday, April 6, 2009
TELIians farewell dinner
We went to Hot Piper Cafe in Sunway Pyramid last Friday to have our farewell gathering. Not all of us joined the gathering. Nevertheless, 24 of us still had a great time there. We were very noisy in the cafe because we kept on chatting, joking, recalling how we knew each other four years ago and taking photos. We did not care about what others said. We stayed in our own world that night.
We had a gift exchange session which was determined by lucky draw. i was so lucky to get a gift from Tracy who comes from Perak She is really a Leng Lui from Perak!!! in contrast, i'm only a girl who is from Ipoh but not a leng lui...sigh:( haha, how about my gift? Karen was the lucky one who received my gift..muahaha:)
I thought i would manage to control myself from dropping tears but i failed to do so. This is because i was influenced by Anantha and Ziadatul who burst into tears when we hugged each other. *Those who know me well would know that i easily cry...
Last but not least, i must say thanks to Benjemin, Ching Pey and others who involved in planning this gathering. thanks
We had a gift exchange session which was determined by lucky draw. i was so lucky to get a gift from Tracy who comes from Perak She is really a Leng Lui from Perak!!! in contrast, i'm only a girl who is from Ipoh but not a leng lui...sigh:( haha, how about my gift? Karen was the lucky one who received my gift..muahaha:)
I thought i would manage to control myself from dropping tears but i failed to do so. This is because i was influenced by Anantha and Ziadatul who burst into tears when we hugged each other. *Those who know me well would know that i easily cry...
Last but not least, i must say thanks to Benjemin, Ching Pey and others who involved in planning this gathering. thanks
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Girl talk
My dearest roommates (Joan, Tarynn and Ching Pey) and I saw Benjemin ate KFC breakfast set in faculty yesterday. Tarynn's saliva kept on dropping- she couldn't help herself. She said she would like to have the same breakfast set the next day.
Four of us entered room around the same time yesterday which rarely happened last few months because Tarynn was busy with her drama practices while Ching Pey and I slept very early. I don't need to tell u all but u all can roughly guess what happened, don't you?!!! Girl talk again. i miss girl talk very much because we can share our feelings and thoughts with each other. sometimes we kill ourselves laughing or i should say i'm the only one who laugh madly even before sleep. i love this moment and i will really really miss this moment after i graduate and go back to hometown. I have no sisters at home to have girl talk with me...
Girl talks~ i miss girl talks.
But i will miss u all more, my dearest roommates.
~Reason: it's hard to find somebody whom i can freely express myself to though sometimes u all like to tease me or dun bother me... I love u all
Besides the girl talk, we decided to have breakfast set in KFC today. Yeah...yippie
Four of us entered room around the same time yesterday which rarely happened last few months because Tarynn was busy with her drama practices while Ching Pey and I slept very early. I don't need to tell u all but u all can roughly guess what happened, don't you?!!! Girl talk again. i miss girl talk very much because we can share our feelings and thoughts with each other. sometimes we kill ourselves laughing or i should say i'm the only one who laugh madly even before sleep. i love this moment and i will really really miss this moment after i graduate and go back to hometown. I have no sisters at home to have girl talk with me...
Girl talks~ i miss girl talks.
But i will miss u all more, my dearest roommates.
~Reason: it's hard to find somebody whom i can freely express myself to though sometimes u all like to tease me or dun bother me... I love u all
Besides the girl talk, we decided to have breakfast set in KFC today. Yeah...yippie
Monday, March 30, 2009
~GrEaT~
I was very busy last Tuesday till Thursday because i had a play performance in UM though i was not acting. i was there to help out. Thus, i had no time to write post.
Friday, another play again. This play is another assessment after the children's play. This time, a more serious play in which we really need to bear in mind what we have learnt about cross, nice pictures, height, sholders, voice projection, enunciation, pronunciation, tone...(u will know what i am talking about if u r taking this course together with me). Luckily, ur director, Pei Jie has planned everything nicely so we only need to practise till 12noon. Then, i should be free to write post, right?
No, i was still busy. Busy going out with Davy, having meal and watching movie with him. The same went on last Saturday. i was only free yesterday but i had no mood to write anything. why? This is because he was not with me yesterday. He had something to do in Bahau. Consequently, i went to Mid Valley with Joan loh... i thought i would not be so moody when i went for shopping but i was still down.
...I called him after i got back from shopping and he could sense that i was not in good mood and he decided to come over from Senawang just to have dinner with me and cheer me up. Suddenly, i became happy and cheerful. i felt so excited and blissful because he put me as his priority. He did not mind to travel though he was tired just because i was moody...so so so loving!!! Thanks, dear
Friday, another play again. This play is another assessment after the children's play. This time, a more serious play in which we really need to bear in mind what we have learnt about cross, nice pictures, height, sholders, voice projection, enunciation, pronunciation, tone...(u will know what i am talking about if u r taking this course together with me). Luckily, ur director, Pei Jie has planned everything nicely so we only need to practise till 12noon. Then, i should be free to write post, right?
No, i was still busy. Busy going out with Davy, having meal and watching movie with him. The same went on last Saturday. i was only free yesterday but i had no mood to write anything. why? This is because he was not with me yesterday. He had something to do in Bahau. Consequently, i went to Mid Valley with Joan loh... i thought i would not be so moody when i went for shopping but i was still down.
...I called him after i got back from shopping and he could sense that i was not in good mood and he decided to come over from Senawang just to have dinner with me and cheer me up. Suddenly, i became happy and cheerful. i felt so excited and blissful because he put me as his priority. He did not mind to travel though he was tired just because i was moody...so so so loving!!! Thanks, dear
Friday, March 20, 2009
ok, i promise...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Nothing to do? all alone? nowhere to go? Why dont you check this out? :)
The students of the Performance Strategy in the Western Theater of the University of Malaya will be presenting a play by Kuo Pao Kun titled Descendants of the Eunuch Admiral at Perdanasiswa, UM, on the 25th and 26th of March at 7pm. The same play will be staged on both days.
Descendants of the Eunuch Admiral tells the story of Zheng He or Cheng Ho, the famed Eunuch Admiral of the Ming dynasty. The play is a blend of little episodes of Zheng He's life and the true identity of a eunuch in the ancient China. Moving from Zheng He's castration to his attaining of fame, his adventures and explorations to his search for freedom, The Descendants of the Eunuch Admiral is a sophisticated, humorous, and thought-provoking work. ATTN: Ideal for those searching for the missing parts of their lives. Tickets sell at RM3 each. To obtain the tix, kindly contact 012-3819101 or email yingoying@gmail.com for more information. Get the tix ASAP before they are sold out and don't forget to invite your friends to tag along!
Descendants of the Eunuch Admiral tells the story of Zheng He or Cheng Ho, the famed Eunuch Admiral of the Ming dynasty. The play is a blend of little episodes of Zheng He's life and the true identity of a eunuch in the ancient China. Moving from Zheng He's castration to his attaining of fame, his adventures and explorations to his search for freedom, The Descendants of the Eunuch Admiral is a sophisticated, humorous, and thought-provoking work. ATTN: Ideal for those searching for the missing parts of their lives. Tickets sell at RM3 each. To obtain the tix, kindly contact 012-3819101 or email yingoying@gmail.com for more information. Get the tix ASAP before they are sold out and don't forget to invite your friends to tag along!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
what's wrong with me?
i don't know what's wrong with me yesterday. i repeat the same mistake which i will not forgive myself though many people may think that it is just a small mistake. i always tell myself that i have to be aware and alert so that i will not repeat what i have done wrong before but i failed to do so yesterday...haih!!!
Friday, March 6, 2009
One way street~ by Ted Long
Friday, February 20, 2009
sad to hear the bad news
Sponsorship Vs. costumes
I'm taking a course named "Strategy in Performing Western Theatre" and i work under costumes. Costumes doesn't mean only clothes but also make up and accessories. I prefer make up the most. Indeed, i'm waiting for reply from a make up team since i do not have confidence to make up for all the eunuchs...i mean Chinese traditional make up!!!
Then, i suddenly work beyond my job because of my dear dear. He helped me to ask for sponsorship as he does not want to see me wake up in the early morning and prepare sandwiches to raise fund. I feel really really touched. I do not mind to work more by making contact with the sponsors and deal with them.
Should i involve in both sponsorship and costumes?
Then, i suddenly work beyond my job because of my dear dear. He helped me to ask for sponsorship as he does not want to see me wake up in the early morning and prepare sandwiches to raise fund. I feel really really touched. I do not mind to work more by making contact with the sponsors and deal with them.
Should i involve in both sponsorship and costumes?
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Thanks, dear dear...
Darling,
Sweetheart,
Honey,
Peanut butter,
Dear dear,
Thanks...thanks...thanks!!!
You put your works aside just because you want to help me and don't want to see me suffer from raising fund by selling sandwiches for my course. You know, i don't care how much they sponsor us or whether they will sponsor us. what i really tell you now is i appreciate what you have done for me...
YOU ARE THE BEST!!! you make changes in my life...i mean positive changes...Yeah
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Finally, i have the courage to write this post
Was yesterday a bad day?
~No~
Was yesterday a good day then?
~No~
Reasons:
1. I heard from Davy that he had a bad dream about us the night before. I was a bit down but not as down as him. Thus, i tried to play my role to comfort him since the early morning.
2. I did something wrong to some of my sincerely friends because of the grouping problem. I suddenly felt like I was so bad that I betrayed them. I felt guilty to them. I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to them.
** SORRY, MY DEAREST FRIENDS...
I couldn't even control myself from dropping tears because FRIENDS play an important role in my life. You may wonder what the problem was until I cried. In fact, it was just a small matter. All because i did not know how to say "NO" to my friends whom i feel that i'm comfortable and happy to work with them as well. I feel that i'm bad when i cannot fulfil my friends' wishes. This incident let me recalled what happened two years back when i had to make up my mind where to stay and whom to live with. Some of my juniors asked me to stay in hostel while Katrina asked me to stay with her in UT, Chew Lin and etc. I cried that time oso since i had no choice but to decide one place only....Haih....
~Am i made of water? Why i easily cry?
3. I lost my special and new key chain after i came back to desa. Luckily, the most significant and important part of the key chain is still with me. I guess, some of you know which part i refer to...Hehe!!!
the title of this post is "Finally, i have the courage to write this post" because what Tarynn said last few day is corrct. All my previous posts are kind of happy ones. Actually, i seldom reveal my unhappiness to others as i do not want to let others worry about me... Nevertheless, this post is ~
~No~
Was yesterday a good day then?
~No~
Reasons:
1. I heard from Davy that he had a bad dream about us the night before. I was a bit down but not as down as him. Thus, i tried to play my role to comfort him since the early morning.
2. I did something wrong to some of my sincerely friends because of the grouping problem. I suddenly felt like I was so bad that I betrayed them. I felt guilty to them. I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to them.
** SORRY, MY DEAREST FRIENDS...
I couldn't even control myself from dropping tears because FRIENDS play an important role in my life. You may wonder what the problem was until I cried. In fact, it was just a small matter. All because i did not know how to say "NO" to my friends whom i feel that i'm comfortable and happy to work with them as well. I feel that i'm bad when i cannot fulfil my friends' wishes. This incident let me recalled what happened two years back when i had to make up my mind where to stay and whom to live with. Some of my juniors asked me to stay in hostel while Katrina asked me to stay with her in UT, Chew Lin and etc. I cried that time oso since i had no choice but to decide one place only....Haih....
~Am i made of water? Why i easily cry?
3. I lost my special and new key chain after i came back to desa. Luckily, the most significant and important part of the key chain is still with me. I guess, some of you know which part i refer to...Hehe!!!
the title of this post is "Finally, i have the courage to write this post" because what Tarynn said last few day is corrct. All my previous posts are kind of happy ones. Actually, i seldom reveal my unhappiness to others as i do not want to let others worry about me... Nevertheless, this post is ~
Monday, February 16, 2009
presentation
My group are supposed to present tomorrow but we exchange with the other group since Yegnesc may not be able to make it next week.
Many of us are not happy with the presentation because we find that we can't learn much from presentations. This is especially true to me as i can't really concentrate no matter how hard i try...i try to focus but don't know what happen to my brain??!
WHAT TO DO?
Many of us are not happy with the presentation because we find that we can't learn much from presentations. This is especially true to me as i can't really concentrate no matter how hard i try...i try to focus but don't know what happen to my brain??!
WHAT TO DO?
a SpeCiaL Velentine's Day
12am on 14/2/2009 (Saturday): i received a song from you. One of our favourite song, "Ni Shi Wo Zhui Shen Ai De Nu Ren". ~A surprise to me.
9.30am on 14/2/2009 (Saturday): You picked me up from where i stay and we went to One Utama together. We dressed up nicely because of the special day...We spent few hours there.
2.00pm on 14/2/2009 (Saturday): You fetched me to go Jaya groceries in Jaya 33 to get all the ingredients that he need for the spaghetti.
Tears of happiness was dropping from my eyes and heart continuously even until today...and your face will keep on appearing in my mind. The only thing that i can do now is to look at the picture we took together and touch the necklace you gave me~
9.30am on 14/2/2009 (Saturday): You picked me up from where i stay and we went to One Utama together. We dressed up nicely because of the special day...We spent few hours there.
2.00pm on 14/2/2009 (Saturday): You fetched me to go Jaya groceries in Jaya 33 to get all the ingredients that he need for the spaghetti.
Many people would choose to have dinner outside to celebrate Valentine's Day. However, i do not think the same. i prefer to stay at home and have home-made dinner. Thanks, Dear. What u prepared for me last Saturday was really very very delicious. 10 out of 10.
U may ask me "really?"
My answer is absolutely "YES"
U know how touched and happy i was when i saw u walked here and there to get all the ingredients (chicken, carrots, mushroom soup, cheese and spaghetti) for the special meal?!!! i almost wanted to cry in front of you but i managed to control myself from doing that. Then, again, when i saw you open the cans in kitchen, i really wanted to stand beside you and help you...(hehe....you know what happened later on, don't you??? SHY SHY lah!!!) After that, you offered yourself to get the can opener from Angela while you did not know where her house is precisely just because you wanted to treat me as princess that day made me wanna cry again...That's why i went to bath instead of cooking together with you in kitchen...
**though i am not as good as you when comes to cooking!!!
U may ask me "really?"
My answer is absolutely "YES"
U know how touched and happy i was when i saw u walked here and there to get all the ingredients (chicken, carrots, mushroom soup, cheese and spaghetti) for the special meal?!!! i almost wanted to cry in front of you but i managed to control myself from doing that. Then, again, when i saw you open the cans in kitchen, i really wanted to stand beside you and help you...(hehe....you know what happened later on, don't you??? SHY SHY lah!!!) After that, you offered yourself to get the can opener from Angela while you did not know where her house is precisely just because you wanted to treat me as princess that day made me wanna cry again...That's why i went to bath instead of cooking together with you in kitchen...
**though i am not as good as you when comes to cooking!!!
15/2/2009 (Sunday): Dear and I went to One Utama again. He bought me a "MOO MOO". I like it very very much...this "moo moo" has special mission...hehe!!!
Tears of happiness was dropping from my eyes and heart continuously even until today...and your face will keep on appearing in my mind. The only thing that i can do now is to look at the picture we took together and touch the necklace you gave me~
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
luckily, i have delicious porridge
I do not know why i feel a bit moody these two days, may it due to i have nothing to do or i miss somebody. As many people know that i like to do homework and i don't like to read unless the reading materials are interesting enough to capture my attention and pleasurable to read. I already completed what i have to do for most of my assignments and thus, i feel like i have nothing to do and too boring till moody. moreover, somebody has to work and cannot be here with me for all the time...Meanwhile, many of my friends are busy with their works. Consequently, the only thing i can do is to ...
fortunately, i had delicious porridge to eat. The instant porridge had a magical effect on me as it cheered me up. (*the instant porridge needs only 30 seconds to be cooked.) Now i'm not moody anymore...yeah!!!
fortunately, i had delicious porridge to eat. The instant porridge had a magical effect on me as it cheered me up. (*the instant porridge needs only 30 seconds to be cooked.) Now i'm not moody anymore...yeah!!!
what can i do to help u...
Monday, February 9, 2009
Children's play
Children's play, children's play,
where are you???
u know how hard to look for you,
i put in effort to locate you,
but seems like you do not want to appear in front of my eyes
and want to play hide-and-seek with me...
sigh
i want to find you,
i really need you,
especially the good one which is easy to perform!!!
where are you???
u know how hard to look for you,
i put in effort to locate you,
but seems like you do not want to appear in front of my eyes
and want to play hide-and-seek with me...
sigh
i want to find you,
i really need you,
especially the good one which is easy to perform!!!
open house in Juayn's Kajang house
As usual, Juayn invited us to go to her house during CNY. The only difference this year is she invited us to go to her place on 14th of CNY instead of 8th of CNY. (Her whole family had to attend her cousin's wedding on "nian chu ba")
I think i'm the only one who always visit to her house among all the TESLians since my second year as an undergraduate until i'm familiar with her house. For instance, i know all her warm-hearted family members and even where Milo or Neacafe is...hehe (^_^)
I already went to her house for three CNYs continuously. Nevertheless, this time differs from the last two times as i brought along Davy. He fetched some of my friends and i to go there last night and he spent time with us as well. i feel glad that he could mingle with my friends, may it due to the fact that he is quite sociable or talkative. 100% for sure is that i do not want him to feel bored while he has no choice but to accompany me to spend time with my friends.
Thanks again, Davy!!!
I think i'm the only one who always visit to her house among all the TESLians since my second year as an undergraduate until i'm familiar with her house. For instance, i know all her warm-hearted family members and even where Milo or Neacafe is...hehe (^_^)
I already went to her house for three CNYs continuously. Nevertheless, this time differs from the last two times as i brought along Davy. He fetched some of my friends and i to go there last night and he spent time with us as well. i feel glad that he could mingle with my friends, may it due to the fact that he is quite sociable or talkative. 100% for sure is that i do not want him to feel bored while he has no choice but to accompany me to spend time with my friends.
Thanks again, Davy!!!
Cinemas~ sweet memory
i watched "The Wedding Games" in KLCC's cinema last Tues with Davy. Why we travelled so far to KLCC just to watch that movie while we could go Cineleisure which is near to my house??? This is because he knew that i never watched movie there.
Then, Davy and i went to the premier class in Gardens' GSC Signature to watch "Pink Panther" last Sat since both of us never been there and our friend, Ivy, keeps on telling us that we should go there to watch movies. both of us like the environment in Gardens' GSC Signature though the movie ticket is more expensive.
***In fact, I do not mind whether the atmosphere of the cinema is good but i like the fact that we spend time to create sweet memory together...
Then, Davy and i went to the premier class in Gardens' GSC Signature to watch "Pink Panther" last Sat since both of us never been there and our friend, Ivy, keeps on telling us that we should go there to watch movies. both of us like the environment in Gardens' GSC Signature though the movie ticket is more expensive.
***In fact, I do not mind whether the atmosphere of the cinema is good but i like the fact that we spend time to create sweet memory together...
Thursday, February 5, 2009
~THANKS~
THANKS
for taking care of me,
for loving me,
for giving me support,
for giving me guidance,
for being tolerant towards my stubbornness,
for giving me freedom,
for being respectful,
for giving me chances to be myself in front of you,
.......
***The above gratitude is addressed to my loving family, Davy and friends.
(of course i still have a lot of friends whose photos are not shown here...but you all should know who i mean, right?)
~Friends, you know that i will not forget you all even though i did not upload your pictures in this post, right?!!
***I really mean what I say
(of course i still have a lot of friends whose photos are not shown here...but you all should know who i mean, right?)
~Friends, you know that i will not forget you all even though i did not upload your pictures in this post, right?!!
***I really mean what I say
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
it' hard to decide...
...TESL, a four-year-course...almost comes to an end (forget about all the assignments...)
the most popular question i heard recently is "Are you going to apply for posting?"
I tried not to think about it at first.
However, i have no choice but to make decision now......ta~ta~i decided to pass up the application form!!! Some of my friends like Tracy and Joan asked me when they knew my decision. They asked me why suddenly i make such decision and my answer is "I dun know. Suddenly, i've a strong feeling that i should hand in the form and i've the passion to teach."
Passion?
Are you sure, Jeneft Aw?
i'm not sure whether my passion to become a teacher can last long but there is one thing for sure- i will try my best to be a good and responsible teacher.
the most popular question i heard recently is "Are you going to apply for posting?"
I tried not to think about it at first.
However, i have no choice but to make decision now......ta~ta~i decided to pass up the application form!!! Some of my friends like Tracy and Joan asked me when they knew my decision. They asked me why suddenly i make such decision and my answer is "I dun know. Suddenly, i've a strong feeling that i should hand in the form and i've the passion to teach."
Passion?
Are you sure, Jeneft Aw?
A different Chinese New Year
Different?
How different can it be?
Chinese New Year this year is
different because i was the latest to go back home among my housemates and my family members
different because i went to Kek Lok Dong with family on the 1st day of CNY
different because i did not meet all my hometown friends (i just gather with some)
different because i forgot to wish my best friends' Happy birthday (sorry, Poay Ling and Juayn)
different because i celebrated CNY together with Davy
different because i went to Pesta Tanglung near Sunway City with Davy and family on the 5th day of CNY
different because i took a lot of photos with family
different because i went back to PJ by following his car...
How different can it be?
Chinese New Year this year is
different because i was the latest to go back home among my housemates and my family members
different because i went to Kek Lok Dong with family on the 1st day of CNY
different because i did not meet all my hometown friends (i just gather with some)
different because i forgot to wish my best friends' Happy birthday (sorry, Poay Ling and Juayn)
different because i celebrated CNY together with Davy
different because i went to Pesta Tanglung near Sunway City with Davy and family on the 5th day of CNY
different because i took a lot of photos with family
different because i went back to PJ by following his car...
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Tips to build a happy relationship...
I came across an article entitled "To Love and to Cherish" in StarSpecial this afternoon and i think it's very useful. So i'd like to post it here.
Tips to build a happy relationship:
1. Be willing to change.
2. Be honest to your partner.
3. Avoid competition between the two of you.
4. Both must complement each other.
5. Avoid being possessive and selfish.
6. Be kind, gentle, patient and loving.
7. Keep romance alive in your relationship.
8. Say sorry if you have made a mistake. (Removing your ego!!!)
9. Be supportive in whatever he or she does.
10. Have integrity and this will gain honour.
11. Be a good listener, pay attention and be open.
12. Give surprises as it adds tonic to the romance.
13. Cracking jokes helps to build cheerful relationship.
14. Never bring past problems and unpleasant incidents.
15. Develop compassion for your partner and yourself.
16. Know the likes and dislikes to shape the relationship.
17. Exercise sweetness of speech and never use harsh words.
18. Treat your partner the way you would like to be treated.
19. Leave little notes for him or her when you miss each other.
20. Express appreciation by saying thank you even for everyday things.
21. Practise forgiveness as sometimes mistakes are made unintentionally.
~Personally, i strongly agree with what the writer says here... How about you???
Tips to build a happy relationship:
1. Be willing to change.
2. Be honest to your partner.
3. Avoid competition between the two of you.
4. Both must complement each other.
5. Avoid being possessive and selfish.
6. Be kind, gentle, patient and loving.
7. Keep romance alive in your relationship.
8. Say sorry if you have made a mistake. (Removing your ego!!!)
9. Be supportive in whatever he or she does.
10. Have integrity and this will gain honour.
11. Be a good listener, pay attention and be open.
12. Give surprises as it adds tonic to the romance.
13. Cracking jokes helps to build cheerful relationship.
14. Never bring past problems and unpleasant incidents.
15. Develop compassion for your partner and yourself.
16. Know the likes and dislikes to shape the relationship.
17. Exercise sweetness of speech and never use harsh words.
18. Treat your partner the way you would like to be treated.
19. Leave little notes for him or her when you miss each other.
20. Express appreciation by saying thank you even for everyday things.
21. Practise forgiveness as sometimes mistakes are made unintentionally.
~Personally, i strongly agree with what the writer says here... How about you???
Thursday, January 15, 2009
~ SuRpRiSe~
i had fun in theatre performance class yesterday. after class ended at 5pm, HE picked me up at my faculty and we went to Jusco in One Utama. i asked him why he need to go Jusco. He told me that he had to help his mum buy some groceries. i wondered why he wanted to buy here instead of his hometown at first but i did not ask him. We shopped in Jusco and tried to look for the stuffs which he wanted but we failed to find any there. We went to Tesco after he asked his friend where he bought the stuffs.
We had dinner in Ikea before we went to shop for the groceries. (The food there is okay. ) both of us finished our meal within half an hour as we were very hungry that time...haha... Then, we went into Padini Concept Store. i could not resist looking at heels and sunglasses. eventually, i brought a pair of heels and sunglasses home... *am i a shopaholic???
~ Our mission began: we started to shop for groceries. in fact, i did not really shop as i did not what his mum wanted him to buy. So i just walked together with him and looked at what he was buying. i realised there was something wrong as all the stuffs that he put in the trolley seem like something that i prefer to eat. Finally, he admitted that all the things were actually for me and not for his mum......He told me his main purpose to travelled from Seremban yesterday was to buy me all these because he worried that i do not have proper meal at PJ home...... For me, this surprise is touching. ~
In short , HE is very caring. He always cares about me and sometimes he even ignore himself!!!
THANKS. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I appreciate what you have done for me!!!
We had dinner in Ikea before we went to shop for the groceries. (The food there is okay. ) both of us finished our meal within half an hour as we were very hungry that time...haha... Then, we went into Padini Concept Store. i could not resist looking at heels and sunglasses. eventually, i brought a pair of heels and sunglasses home... *am i a shopaholic???
~ Our mission began: we started to shop for groceries. in fact, i did not really shop as i did not what his mum wanted him to buy. So i just walked together with him and looked at what he was buying. i realised there was something wrong as all the stuffs that he put in the trolley seem like something that i prefer to eat. Finally, he admitted that all the things were actually for me and not for his mum......He told me his main purpose to travelled from Seremban yesterday was to buy me all these because he worried that i do not have proper meal at PJ home...... For me, this surprise is touching. ~
In short , HE is very caring. He always cares about me and sometimes he even ignore himself!!!
THANKS. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I appreciate what you have done for me!!!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
there's always rainbow after thunderstorm
get close to your friends; get even closer to your enemies
Angela said "Get close to your friends; get even closer to your enemies" in Kepimpinan Diri dan Organisasi class this morning and i personally quite agree with this statement. it's impossible to have no enemy in this world because we all live in a competitive world. It's just depends on how u look at the competition and enemy. If u take challenge and enemy positively, they may be a source of motivation which make you to go further.
In fact, Prof. Quek always says that enemies are those who can really help us to improve oursleves because they dare to criticise on us and i agree with her. Remember, knowing ourselves is not enough, being and doing must come after knowing.
* Enemies help us to know ourselves better...haha (^_^)
* Enemies help us to know ourselves better...haha (^_^)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
KLCC aquarium and Maggie mee party....
Davy and i went to KLCC to visit the aquarium yesterday and we had great time there. he asked me to touch the small DNA shark. he demonstrated to me as i told him i was scared. he held my hand and touched the shark together. however, the other shark was swimming towards my hand and its tail coincident touched my hand. i was shocked and i screamed...eventually, my pants are wet!!! haih, i'm so timid...
after that, we walked around KLCC until 7++pm. we did not want to have dinner in KLCC as we already had our lunch there. guess what, we finally decided to cook maggie mee at home. he asked me to call my housemates to see whether they had their dinner. we then went to buy sausagee,carrots, eggs and chicken soup maggie mee. the chicken soup maggie mee was purposely bought for one of my roommate as she cannot take spicy food while all the instant noodles which i have are spicy. after that, we went back home and my roommate told me that she had dinner already and she was just joking that she wanted to join the maggie mee party. aftr get everything prepared, i went to take bath. he cooked for me at home while i took my bath. he was so caring that he cooked something extra for my roommate as he realised that she did not eat much for her dinner. of course he just cooked a small portion for her as he worried that she would be too full if he cooked too much for her...although the maggie mee is just sth common, he is willing to cook for me and this is what makes me feel touched...THANKS
after that, we walked around KLCC until 7++pm. we did not want to have dinner in KLCC as we already had our lunch there. guess what, we finally decided to cook maggie mee at home. he asked me to call my housemates to see whether they had their dinner. we then went to buy sausagee,carrots, eggs and chicken soup maggie mee. the chicken soup maggie mee was purposely bought for one of my roommate as she cannot take spicy food while all the instant noodles which i have are spicy. after that, we went back home and my roommate told me that she had dinner already and she was just joking that she wanted to join the maggie mee party. aftr get everything prepared, i went to take bath. he cooked for me at home while i took my bath. he was so caring that he cooked something extra for my roommate as he realised that she did not eat much for her dinner. of course he just cooked a small portion for her as he worried that she would be too full if he cooked too much for her...although the maggie mee is just sth common, he is willing to cook for me and this is what makes me feel touched...THANKS
i feel that i'm very LUCKY
Last Friday, i went to Cineleisure with my coursemates and HIM. we went there without any other purpose but to watch "Australia" and "Bedtime stories" as we separated ourselves into two groups. 6 of us watched "Australia" and the other 3 watched "Bedtime Stories". i watched both movies and i like both. nevertheless, the main focus of this post is not on the movies.
the highlight of this post is HIM. many of my friends were shocked when they knew that Davy would join us for the movie. they were surprised because they wondered how a working person like him can join us last Friday afternoon. the reason is he rushed himself to finish all his works before Friday and drove from Seremban to join us. this would be easily accepted if only both of us watched the movie but it was hard to believe that he was willing to do that while my friends were with us even though he met my friends before. after the movie, we walked around The Curve. then, all of us had dinner together. he did not mind to have dinner with my friends and he was trying his best to participate in our conversation. fortunately, he is sociable and he could mix well with my friends. or else, i would feel guilty for making him bored. not many guys are willing to spend time with his girlfriend's friends in this world especially when the guys have to make sacrifice for that. i'm very lucky that he is willing to do so!!!
Assignments-Thanks, all my group members!!!
every semester usually begins with happiness. everyone of us is happy to see each other after few months of holiday. this semester is not excluded. we hugged each other and we had countdown party together. we all are trying to enjoy our last semester in UM as undergraduates...yeah!!!
however, we have to face reality that a lot of assignments and presentations are waiting for us. not to mention how many assignments and presentations we have. luckily, most of them are group works and i have good members in my group. they are responsible, hardworking, dedicated to assignments and presentations...last but not least, they know how to make our work easier by having jokes in between...thanks, my lovely group members (^_^)
however, we have to face reality that a lot of assignments and presentations are waiting for us. not to mention how many assignments and presentations we have. luckily, most of them are group works and i have good members in my group. they are responsible, hardworking, dedicated to assignments and presentations...last but not least, they know how to make our work easier by having jokes in between...thanks, my lovely group members (^_^)
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Highway?!!!
do u think u can understand a person within a month? i would say "100% NO" if u propose this question to me last time. however, i will say "YES" if u ask me now. this is because my instinct helps me to know and understand HIM a lot even though just after three weeks i knew him. u may think that i'm telling lie but this is the truth. this may on the grounds that both of us are similar to each other in some ways...due to the similarities which we have, highway exists between us and we can understand each other quite well within a short period of time...
Monday, January 5, 2009
unexpected things happened...haha!!!
i worked during the holidays as i wanted to earn some money and gain new experience. everything was under my control until HE appeared. the first impression that he gave me was that he is unfriendly since he likes to tease people. he teased me on the first day he met me. i never met this kind of people before. all those who tease me are only those who are very closed to me because teasing is actually quite funny. i dun mind of being teased but not the first tim we met!!! therefore, i thought that he is impolite.
however, i changed my opinion when i saw how polite and serious he is when he served customers. the way he talked to customers and worked impressed me. i found out that he is quite similar to me as both of us are very serious when we need to be serious and we can be crazy than any others when it's time for us to relax and have fun.
he is very talkactive. in favt, he is the most talkactive guy i ever met. hence, both of us can talk or sms each other from the early morning until night even though we just knew for three days. it's very comfortable to chat with him as i can talk about anything and i can be myself. people who are around me asked me whether i'm tired of talking so much and my answer is i'm NOT tired at all...in my opinion, it's hard to get someone whom u find comfortable to talk to...i appreciate that he appears in my life!!!
furthermore, he is vry observant and caring. he knew that i scare of cats and dogs despite that he only knew me for two days. he protected me by chasing away the cats and dogs. in addition, he remembers whatever i say such as what i like and what i dislike. for instance, i like to eat chicken breast and dislike chicken drumstick. he will accompany me to eat chicken breast even though he likes drumstick the most...u may think that this is just a small matter but i feel very touched already...
however, i changed my opinion when i saw how polite and serious he is when he served customers. the way he talked to customers and worked impressed me. i found out that he is quite similar to me as both of us are very serious when we need to be serious and we can be crazy than any others when it's time for us to relax and have fun.
he is very talkactive. in favt, he is the most talkactive guy i ever met. hence, both of us can talk or sms each other from the early morning until night even though we just knew for three days. it's very comfortable to chat with him as i can talk about anything and i can be myself. people who are around me asked me whether i'm tired of talking so much and my answer is i'm NOT tired at all...in my opinion, it's hard to get someone whom u find comfortable to talk to...i appreciate that he appears in my life!!!
furthermore, he is vry observant and caring. he knew that i scare of cats and dogs despite that he only knew me for two days. he protected me by chasing away the cats and dogs. in addition, he remembers whatever i say such as what i like and what i dislike. for instance, i like to eat chicken breast and dislike chicken drumstick. he will accompany me to eat chicken breast even though he likes drumstick the most...u may think that this is just a small matter but i feel very touched already...
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